its a waste, you had to go so soon, iasked if you if you prefered a surprise or a hint that ull get somehitng , becasue i wanted to give you this blog.anyway my love, i hope we can have sometime together , maybe lunch or anythign, i wanted to ask you if i could do the libary thing with you, like accompany you, but you quit your job so no more :/

today when i woke up at 6.50 i just wanted to let in some sunlight and just watch you till you wake up, i dreampt that i saw you in skool, and you were taller than keith.at the forum of my skool,(ite, where theres a huge fountain) there was a huge poster of you in thongs and in short black hair.that time you seemed to know me but chose to ignore me?but surprisingly, i was the same size as chuin sin(: i wonder if youve grown, i really wanna see you,not just in pictures, but in real live.but im not sure about your reaction, so i htought ill better not ask, in csae youll get angry, and it might spoil, our so thought friendship?now ure watching your snow white show, i wish i could watch it with you.

i have to admit, jealousy was never that strong, when justin got to spend time with you, shit, i thought you two had some troubles, but i really dont know,then along came the pictures in your blog the one with you on a boat i think a sentosa?anyay i think these are the thoughts of the day, and my mind is getting weaker, sweetdreams momolove